ADD ME UP HERE'Z MAH E-ADD SITUATION

Good afternoon.

You know guys; my friendster/multiply/facebook accounts are not filtered. Meaning I add people even if I don't know them personally or I haven't been acquainted with them before. If someone wants to add me, then I’m grateful.

But then, I don’t know what’s happening these past few weeks. I’ve been receiving a lot of messages from Filipino Friendster users DEMANDING me to add them JUST BECAUSE THEY WANT THEIR FRIENDSTER FRIENDS TO GROW. And along with their message is their e-mail address.

i.e:

(a) Add mo ako *insert e-mail address here*
-this type of message really ticks me off. Very demanding! Damn it.

(b) hi.. hmmf.. can u add meh?? heheh... ^_^ wula lang.. usto q lang madagdagan fwend q ,, un,,, tnx,, eto eadd q *insert e-mail address here*

(c) I had a conversation through PM with this certain Friendster user regarding this topic:
Someone: Ano email ad mo poh?

Ayu: dollieshroom@gmail

Someone: check mo poh email moh…..

Ayu: it’s dollieshroom@gmail.com. My profile is set to 2nd degree viewing. Meaning it can be viewed by the friends of my friends. Since we have a common friend, you can view my profile. And I have my e-mail addresses that I use at the last part of the “All about me section”. Just check it there.

Someone: sige poh, ittry kop oh, pero po kapag hindi ko nakita, kayo napoh magaaad sakin huh??... ^_^

--Sheesh. Isn’t this annoying? What’s so hard in checking someone’s profile, ctrl + c on their e-mail address, click “Add as Friend”, ctrl + v if you’re being asked of the e-add upon adding, and clicking “Add *insert name here* as a friend”?
I thought of just ignoring these people but they seem to be growing and growing after each day. It just so happen that whenever I read their messages, I’m not in a well mood. So my pressure’s aggravated rapidly.

I’m sorry if I sound “hey who the hell is she?” but really. I don’t demand people to do such thing. I never sent a message asking to ADD MEH UP HERE’Z MY E-ADD THANKZ to anyone. Cos I know they’ll be pissed off too. And I know it IS DEMANDING. Hence, I don’t want people to demand me as such too.

If you want to add people, then do the effort.

If you want to raise your Friendster friends list, then do the initiative to add as many people as you can.

Do not demand. Even my real friends don’t demand me like this. So who the hell are you to do such thing? An online person who doesn’t even know a bit about me?

Thanks, and sorry for the rant. But, really.

A little more...

This song is an OST from one of my favorite anime, Midori no Hibi. It's just so wonderful that it fit my hopeless romantic situation right now. I'll share the english lyrics here.

When I noticed I was thinking about you...
I felt very embarrassed
And I really hate that feeling
That's because I'm afraid to convey my feelings

Even though I suppress it in my head
I can't do anything about it
I don't let you notice it when we meet
So it can be normal how I plan to talk to you

To act so composed has started to hurt
Lying to you I will put away... but

A little more... A little more...
If I can get closer to your heart
A little more... A little more...
So that this moment won't end

Please God, give me courage

When I'm alone with my bad crazy thoughts
I worry about what you think of me
I'm sorry I stepped forward to try to let you know

I'm not myself, I don't like the fog around my heart
Depending on someone else makes me run away... but

A little more... A little more...
If I can get beside you...
A little more... A little more...
Night does not continue once dawn comes
So wipe away your tears when you're feeling lonely

The glowing moon floats out into the heavens
I'm not stronger or more confident
See me smiling, look, OK?

A little more... A little more...
If I can get beside you
A little more... A little more...
Night does not continue once dawn comes

A little more... A little more...
If I can get closer to your heart
A little more... A little more...
So that this moment won't end

Please God, give me courage.

I love you. God, please give me courage to say this to you.